Turn of the Day

So, in the beginning of the day I was soooo sad. Like I was about to cry! It was just cause I was thinking about last Monday and how sad I was that day. But then my ex told me that we MIGHT be able to go back out because he might not be moving. Oh my gosh, I`m just trying not to get my hopes up because he might still move. It`s hard though. Acting like you`re not happy even though you`re extremely excited. Well, we`ll see what happens. :)

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

Bday Wishes!

Ok, I`m back...once again. Hah sorry I got so busy with school and Cross Country. Man so much has changed since i wrote to you. As you know i`m in cross country, and doing good in it, um I`m liking Dysart High alot, I got a bf, then got dumped a week later :/, hmmm what else, um my bday just passed, I`m like finally 15!!!!! And oh my gosh I got a netbook!!!!!! So friggin stoaked, like you have no idea. :) I feel so blessed though, to be living 15 full years with great health. <3 Couldn`t ask for anything more. :)

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

Not Ready!

Bleh, School is this Monday, and I don`t have anything! I don`t have my Cross Country schedule from my mom (and btw, Cross country already started) then I don`t have any school clothes, and I don`t have any school supplies. Bummer! Ugh, hopefully I can get all this stuff before school starts. But on the plus, I`m hanging out with Jazz on Saturday. I can`t wait, haven`t seen her in 2 months ever since her quince. ^.^ Well, the next time I write to you, I`ll already have started my sophomore year. Later.

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

"Bubbly" Cover ^.^

"Speechless"

Just made a new cover of the song "speechless" by Lady Gaga, hope you like it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7ytbEx8t_o

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

Registration

So, yesterday I registered for Sophomore year. Man was I nervous. But I got through it, just like how I get through all the other new schools. But this school is HUGE! Like seriously, I can tell I`m gonna get lost. At the registration I just got all the information and got my picture taken (which looks horrible) and then I met up with some of the girls from the Cross Country Team. Oh my gosh, I can`t even tell you how nice they are. They made me feel so welcome. Conditioning already started, and the official day of practice starts next Monday. I`m so nervous for this season. The plus out of this is that Cross Country will make track a whole lot easier. I just gotta do better this season. I don`t know what to expect out of this school year, but you always have to aim for the best no matter what. Nuff said.

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

Regrets

Most people feel the need to do something out of curiosity, and then when they do, it turns out that they regret doing it! Well, live with no regrets. Think of it in a positive way. You knew it was bad, so at least you caught it in the beginning. Some people go their whole lives doing something bad, and then when they realize they`ve made a mistake, it`s already too late. So, don`t beat yourself up for the little things in life, because it`s not worth it. You need to forgive yourself for everything you do wrong, cause, let`s face it, you`ll be living with YOU for the rest of your life. Just saying.

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

A Little Thing Called: Trichotillomania

so, i'm sharing my story with the world. ive been plucking my eyelashes ever since i was in the 3rd grade. im now about to start sophomore year, and i'm trying to control it. i looked online to see what its called, and its called:trichotillomania. im trying my hardest to stop and i truly hope this doesnt lead on to sophomore year...

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

Lover

I`ve never rejected anyone. But just yesterday I had to, and it was so hard to do. He was pouring his heart out to me. I didn`t know what to do because, well, I don`t have the same feelings for him as he does for me. And you can`t force anyone to like you. You just can`t. So I tried telling him as much things as possible for him to understand that I don`t like him, but he just kept going at it. And the stuff that i was telling him was true, like how I`m waiting for someone else, how I can`t date, how i don`t want to do another long distance relationship, how i`m in love (or infatuated) with someone else; but he still didn`t give up. He`s so sweet too. It kindof made me feel like a jerk. He just needs time to think. What`s done is done, it`s a new day, and I hope you all have a blessed day ^-^ Much love.

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

Dreams

Ok, well I don`t know how your dreams are, but mine can be....bizarre at times to say the least. Like sometimes i'll have a dream about a family member, and the dream would be so awkward, that i can`t even look at the family member`s face for awhile, or i'll think of that dream. Or i`d dream of some random guy, and then when I wake up, I'll instantly like that person. It`s weird. But anyway, I`ve been having this dream repeatedly, and it`s been so repeatedly, that i hope it doesn`t come true. I won`t tell you the dream, but i can tell you that i asked my brother....well he`s not my real brother, but I wish he was because he`s super awesome and gives me great advice. Anyway, (I`m using his alias on here) so I asked Astro if he`s ever had a dream where he dreams it repeatedly, but he hasn`t messaged back yet. He`s probably sleeping...hmmm, why am I up at 6 in the morning? The world may never know. Well, anyway, I`ll talk to you soon :)

Onward and Upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

Summer

Well if you expected this post to be about a happy summer, your WRONG! This summer has been so boring. Urgh! I want to get out and hang with some friends or do something. This is ridiculous that i have to stay at home ALL DAY! That`s why I can`t wait for school to start back despite the fact that i won`t know anybody. But I`ve been the new student before, so i can manage. But since I`ve been in the house all day, I`ve had some extra time on the computer. I made a Twitter. ME! Out of all people, I DID! And it`s pretty cool. I still like facebook, but it`s kinda getting boring. You know? Anywho, I can`t wait for this summer to be over with. Well, got to go. Unsolved mysteries is on. <3

Onward and upward,

Hanifa "Dizz" Imani

ipod stolen

ugh. i wuld get my ipod stolen...ughhhhh. 1st time sumthingz bn stolen frum me. :^( awww well at least i learned my lesson to not leave tht stuff out.

chris chris CHRIS

ok, shall i say 1st that i will b having NO MORE LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS!!!!!!!!!!!!! those r deadly. I met this guy online (omegle) and we started talkin and stuff, and thn 3 dayz b 4 our 1 month ann. he told me tht he "found sumwun" ugh how culd he do tht!!!!!! Itz watever tho :p

i guess i shud write on this everyday. :^)
until then,
hanifa imani aka "dizz"